putting up blogs i typed while had no internet

been few weeks since i actually typed out a blog. was no point at moms since not really internet there. now im home...home? eh not home but at my dads new house, being a basement dweller. my 'room' is also the storage room and guest room. all my things are in my closet or desk. im not allowed to have my things out or personalize this room. at first it was extremely upsetting- especially since the step siblings, one of which lives in chacago [hours away from here] anyway they get there own rooms. basically dads kids are tossed aside and the steps get it good here. yes poor grammar. im not so upset now, one basement is well empty and dark. very alone down here so storage room even though is unfair fits my personality.

now- trip to my moms was fairly awesome, went to clear lake which is 90 feet of completly clear water. its beautiful and great for swimming. lake huron is also amazing. went walking with mom there and was such a great view. however at moms and evil cunt, pardon my language, purposely swerved and killed one of the dogs...with me a few feet away. we didnt get the license plate otherwise we wouldve sent all the officers to her [my step dad and the dogs owner works at the county jail and knows everyone] that bitch deserves many horrible things. i spent days unable to stop seeing her car hit and mangle shep. blood. i couldnt stop seeing blood in my head, or get out the horrible experiance of spending a night at war with the ground to dig him a proper grave. animals are family, children, deserve love. anyone who treats pets badly is a bad heartless person that has a fuck ton bad karma coming to them. rant complete.

otherwise i also met my moms sort of surrogate father. brother colburn. [brother is used for all male church members just like sister for the females] brother colburn met mom at church and after his wife passed he sorta took mom in as a kinda daughter. his real daughter that is moms age went missing many years ago. she was schitzophrenic [prob butchered that spelling] she just took off he hasnt seen his daughter in i think over ten years. its sad, because he really is a nice guy, very accepting of whoever you are and wants to help all he can. after shep was killed he took me and mom out for pizza and got me a new backpack for upcoming semester.

there is a ton of noise upstairs i better go check on them.